We did it!

Yes, both Nat and I have done it. I have officially weaned her off bfing...so my bfing career has ended, after 14 months.

Oh how I miss it but I'll do anything for No.2. How can I stop when my No. 1 is so adorable? Will keeps saying, let's have more! And YES, I agree hands down.

The month of Jan was a trying one because Nat and I were both basically addicted to bfing. I found it hard to let go and needless to say, she struggled too. It was truly a cold turkey period. I persisted on resisting to give in to her wants and wails when she wanted IT! She would pull my neckline down to show me how MUCH she wanted IT. Cheryl and Will will give me THE look if I gave in to Nat. See, they want so much for another little one and always makes me guilty for delaying it because of bfing.

My gynae advised me to stop bfing completely if I wanted to try for a second child. I am not as fortunate as those who could get a bull's eye even while bfing I guess. Nevertheless, God will give me another child and even more in HIS time. Like what my friend told me, God knows I love kids so he will give. 'Seek and you shall find.' God, I'm seeking...